Robin G: So, yeah, I’ve been pretty depressed this summer. Psych: Mm-hmm. How so? Robin G: Not really getting out of the house. Or showering. Or eating. When I do eat I throw up. Not all the time, just a lot of the time. The last few weeks have been better, though. Psych: … Robin [...]
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And then there was 225.
Posted in teh crazy on August 26, 2010 | 1 Comment »
Well, that was made of fail.
Posted in teh crazy on August 9, 2010 | 2 Comments »
So, yeah, I’m still alive. I’ve got no real excuse for the last eight weeks. Depression crawled out of the woodwork and kicked my ass eight ways from Sunday, and, God help me, I crawled back into the warm, embracing bosom of fanfiction. It kinda sucks to be good at that (because let me tell [...]
A conversation in therapy that is at least partially The Gambit’s fault
Posted in teh crazy on June 3, 2010 | 2 Comments »
Therapist: You know, it seems to me that you’re really doing quite well. Robin G: Excuse me? Therapist: You’re feeling panicked, but you’re not allowing yourself to make panicked decisions. Robin G: But… I feel panicked. I’m just faking composure. Therapist: That’s a really big step for you. Robin G: …thanks? Therapist: But I think [...]
Playing Dragon Age is probably not solving the problem
Posted in teh crazy on June 2, 2010 | 3 Comments »
I’ve been having a series of days where I am just overcome by the suffocating feeling that I am completely screwed. Just 100% hosed. And it’s not even that I feel there’s nothing I can do to make it better, it’s more that there probably is a solution, but need to find it and decide [...]
Little tingles in your stomach and pricks behind your eyes
Posted in teh crazy on May 5, 2010 | 5 Comments »
The funny thing about having an anxiety disorder is that you can never quite tell the difference between rational panic and irrational panic. That is, am I really fucked, or is my dysfunctional brain just telling me I’m fucked? Because it’s kind of an important difference. If it’s just the disease talking, then you need [...]
So much for alternative options
Posted in teh crazy on April 13, 2010 | 2 Comments »
So I got a reply to my email. It could have been worse, but it also definitely could have been better. The person was nice and sympathetic, and suggested I contact a local organization for community redevelopment and affordable housing — that is, for people who are totally fucked in the ass. (We’re more or [...]
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